You can see a glass of water as either half full or half empty.
Some ghosts that is observed come into being as a projection of a
negative thought. Sometimes, we create our own demons without knowing
it. I was haunted by my own demon in the past just because of the
CHOICE I made. I was angry before at society for the inequality I see
in it, later did I realize that it was actually the devil's way of
deceiving me. I was made to look at society with anger in my heart,
This anger created these demons. Although my intention was to create
balance in the system, the one I am thinking will create a lot of
sorrow among the people. Before, there was this alumni of the Chinese
Student Association that told me, for every change that is made in
society, there is a lof of blood shed. I thought in order to make
things equal, inorder to give everyone an opportunity, we must kill
the selfish interest of the few. I CHOSE to be ANGRY at people who
intimidate others with what they HAVE which oly comes fro their
parents. I am so angry whenever I feel that these people intimidate
me. Sometimes I am quiet. Until now I am bothered by the same demn.
Until now I can say that I haven't really decided whether I have to
kill a lot of beings in order to create new life. Gd forbid that I
should not. This is against the Principles, but I am bothered by the
idea of BALANCE… I have created our own publication when I was in
High School, mobilizing my fellow first years because the Seniors
didn't gave us the opportunity to write in the HS publication. It was
ANGER that allowed me to command a group of people. I know that there
the same as GOODNESS, there is EVIL in every man. Tapping into this
evil allows one to command the other. This is the very strategy used
by activists. They agitate the people to the poit that they no longer
think and they are controlled by their own emotion, by their
subconcious, by their own demons. Although I am able to accomplish
things using this emotion, like being focused in what I do, inside, I
was never successful. This is because, I just allow the devil to take
control of me. Although I am the one awarded, it was the devil who is
happiest of all my accomplishments, this is because, such AWARDS made
me feel Superior. I became a person who have a strong Inferiority
complex. It is as if I want people to mock me all the time. From
their mocking do I get my ANGER, from ANGER do I a flame by Spirit
and allowed it to take control. Some psychics can use Fear and Anger,
it is a powerful source of energy that comes from within. However,
why is it never good to use such, is because of the fact that it will
always follow another principle. This is "what you sow is what you
will reap". If I plant ANGER towards the heart of people, there is no
way that I will be able to reap LOVE. .. and one will never be a
success if he CHOOSES darkness over light. It is like CHOOSING before
one is born if he wants to be born blind or with eyes.
What makes someone successful in life is when he feels HAPPY. The
good news is that being HAPPY is a CHOICE and is not brought about by
any circumstances. They say that it is how we react to circumstances
that matters more. Some people thought that they are sad because it
is because of their dark past. The only way to get over one's dark
past is to CHOOSE to be enlighten. Listen to Disney songs or any
happy melody. Some of those who are afraid of the paranormal suppress
their Fear, they did not realize that it is not ghosts that are
haunting them anymore rather it is their own CHOICE to be AFRAID that
is creating stress in their daily existence.
I realized that I don't need any person to be my SOURCE of happiness.
When we fall in LOVE, we are never HAPPY with the person rather with
the idea of LOVE itself. All the while I though that I can never live
without seeing her. I am so pathetic to feel this way. This is
because, she was never there during my childhood but I have managed
to live and succeed in life without her. Why then would I need her in
my life? Because I am in LOVE with her. I believe that she is still
part of who I am only that I now see her within me. I do beliee that
she is God's answer to my prayer… You see, it is when someone torn
your heart into two, but you continue to appreciate that person and
be HAPPY about what you FEEL that makes all the difference. When I
learn to LOVE the FEELING rather than POSESS the person, I felt so
much POWER within me. I realized that I shouldn't have cried all
those nights hoping that she will hear me. She might have heard me
thru telepathy or something, but you'll just acquire some diseases if
you keep on crying too much. I now FEEL that I can always communicate
with her if I want to if I just have to look from within me and see
the light… She will always be there, in my heart.
Inspiration, comes from the word "in" meaning inside and "pyre"
meaning flame. This implies that there is a flame coming from within.
We CHOOSES to allow that flame to burn inside our heart or to cease
its existence with our tears. When we want to feel inspired we just
need to look from within ourself and just allow that FLAME to burn
inside us. Remember that it is our thinking that makes us feel
inspired. Why fill one mind with negative thoughts when he can think
of inspiring ideas that will help one achieve his goals in life…
Happiness is a state of being. When you are HAPPY you feel
satisfaction. I remember seeing a friend laugh. It is as if all her
burden has been lift when she laughed over an idea which she
expressed openly. Maybe this is why they said that "laughter is the
best medicine". Perhaps most of the diseases that comes out today is
because of the negative thinking people acquire ever since they are
young. When I was still madly in love with her, I always have colds.
I don't know why I acquired the colds before but it just took me a
minute to remove the disease from my body. Some might say that it is
a miracle, but I realize that one can really heal oneself just by
changing the way one thinks. When I started remembering how beautiful
she was, that's the time that I started feelingthat flame burning
again within me, immediately, my colds where gone…
There are different levels of happiness.
Happiness after eating your favorite dish. This kind of Happiness is
brought about by our taste. Why then are there bitter tasting foods
that are more nutritious. Happiness in this level is dependent on the
senses which could sometime fail us. For this reason, one must not be
dependent to such kind of happiness. Life has a lot of bitterness,
one should learn to appreciate life inspite of the bitter taste it
brings. One should learn how to be happy although sorrow in the world
surmounts. We should learn to overcome life's struggles and see more
the benefit such would bring to us.
Happiness whenever you can sleep at night without fear of anyone
trying to kill you in the middle of the night. This is called
Preservation. It is good to sleep without Fear. There are some who,
despite their riches feel insecure that their own relatives would try
to get their walth from them. An example os someone possesing this
kind of Happiness is Herodes. He has all riches that he used inorder
to preserve his grip of Kinghsip. This comes to the point that he
ordered the killing of all his first born child, all his wives and
all those innocent children. This is Happiness tht lasts only up to
the extent that one has a grip to power. This will eventually cease
unless it is transformed inot other level of happiness.
Happiness when your Crush texted you. This happiness is that of
Recognition. I remember how happy I was when she texted me. I guess,
the first time she texted I have already broadcasted it to half of my
dormates. Maybe I felt happy then because she recognizes that I
exist. The thing is, I need NOT need for I am already am… existing.
Our exisitence should not depend upon a person rather it should
depend upon our own purpose in life. Every person have their dreams,
yet they seem to forgot about their dreams when they see other people
whom they are infatuated with. They become disempowered when this
happen. There are some people in Quezon who missed the truck of food
supplies just because they are owed when they see Luis Manzano. These
people have dreams but they CHOOSE to forget about their dreams and
be dependent on the existence of those whom they like. This kind of
Happiness will make one loose himself.
Happiness after knowing yourself. This is Realization. I believe that
this is close to the perfect HAPPINESS since the person who possesses
this state of being is already aware of his existence. The only
danger in this kind of Happiness is when we forget that True
HAPPINESS is something that will reverberate to our immediate
environment. This kind of happiness is similar to those who keeps on
praying for a miracle yet is lazy doing nothing with his life.
Happiness after knowing your Purpose and fulfilling them. This is
Actualization. This is true Happiness. When other people are inspired
by what we do then we can really attest that we have reached the
highest level of HAPPINESS. This is different from someone cracking a
joke and everyone laughing at such. This kind of happiness need not
be in the form of words but simply manifested in our gestures.
Inorder to reach this kind of happiness, one must let go of all his
grudges and embrace the light.